Someday.
(via paganpoetry--)
Life is too short to waste any amount of time on wondering what other people think about you. In the first place, if they had better things going on in their lives, they wouldn’t have the time to sit around and talk about you. What’s important to me is not others’ opinions of me, but what’s important to me is my opinion of myself.
Seriously,I can just stare at this pussy cat for hours and not doing my assignments and how I wish,I can fold this pussy cat into four right now,yes now.
(via porcelain-girl)
You’ve been such a sweetheart and somehow it feels like a new beginning.Well it seems that words cannot convey how much you mean to me.
Today i woke up feeling like school has officially restarted again. In between doing and not doing research plus knowing that I have alot of read ups,assignments and projects to do ,I get so mentally tired thinking of it all. I kept reassuring myself that everything is going to be okay and that i will have time to finish everything. Though it is really not helping that the voice in my head is becoming increasingly vulgar nowadays. I dont know what is wrong with me. I’d like to think nothing is bothering me but that is bullshit.
Something somehow is always bothering me.
But yes, whatever will be, will be. I can accept this with a pinch of salt because as far as life goes, to me thats true. But when it comes to matters of le heart it is totally different. I am changed. And perhaps it takes more then a few confessions to un-change me.
What more could I ask for. No road is long with good company.
“Side by side or miles apart, always close to the heart.”
Im really scared of the upcoming results . I dont know what i’ll do if the worst happens. It cant, it just cant. I have so many different fears in me right now that I cant even concentrate on one at a time. Please please please let me get what I want. This and other things. Ive been thinking of how I should live my life, mindless and exciting and at the end of the day numb to the core.
I dont know, so much thoughts, so little time.
I close my eyes and let my thoughts of you flow. I carry on a conversation in my mind between us two, as we tell of our hopes our dreams … all the ‘what ifs’, if only we could do that.
“You make me sick because i adore you so” - Muse,Space Dementia
(Source: paris2london, via sayywhuat)
Dearimissyouwhenyouatthislength.
“You don’t choose your family. They are God’s gift to you, as you are to them.”
Been so far away from posting anything here that too much stories have accumulated to even fit into one decent post. So all i have are insta pictures. Enjoy.
This was at Abang Farris Wedding Bell.I really do enjoy and feel honored to be the photographer for two days straight for my cousin Farris weddding and get to disturb him and his beautiful wife to pose some romantic shots. :)
So hows my photography skills so far? Ehem.Cant wait to learn more techniques for next year photography module!
Two weeks after that it was Abang Taufiq Wedding Bell!Told cha 2011 will be packed with 5 Close Cousins Wedding!Phew!But this time for this wedding Im not the photographer because I realize being a photographer is DAMN TIRING!heeee.Off day for me laaa.
So while I was eating my 2nd round of Nasi Briyani heh..The DJ announce my name and I was spotted to be one of the candidate of Best Personality on that Wedding day itself!Gagaga,I swear I was skfjafklnafklafn SHOCKED, EMBARRASSED,SURPRISED AND BLA BLA BLA at that very moment.Seriusly embarrasing,the 5 of us had to do cat walk and joget melayu specially request by the bride and groom. Look how fat is this model below in turqoise!!!!!OMG!!I WANT TO BLAME THE NASI BRIYANI PLEASE!
Laugh laugh laugh,but deep inside my heart I already feel like killing this DJ for embarrassing me at that moment!
AND TADAAA,I WON THE SECOND PLACE!Gagaga after all the embarrassing moments I had on this wedding day.And I realize I have the same height as abang taufiq when I wear the wedge.He doesn’t like girls taller than him!He even whisper me that when he giving me that gift!gagagag.(sempat tau)
Does the lady in white look familiar? Gaga shes the newly wed bride on the previous pictures!Thats Abang Faris wife!Yes shes in the First place to win the Best Personality Award for that day!She have a very sweet natural face!
Ehem,now lets look at the small girl clad in turqoise too.Thats Aola first time karaoke in her entire life and she is indeed very brave to stand out and sing eh!gagaga.My noty little sister!
Overall I just wanna say that Im so happy for all my cousins that are married and having their honeymoon now and please cousins no more wedding for 2012 please.Lets start on baby booming instead ok! We are praying that God guides you in your new adventure. May God pour out blessings on you two.Thank you for the opportunity to support you in your special day!
